Nooo way… I leave in threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee days!! I can’t realize it yet. I already packed half of my stuff and I don’t know if I’ll have enough space… damn. Tomorrow I’ll go to a party to say good bye to everyone!! It’s gonig to be so weird. Every time I say goodbye to someone I won’t see anymore, I feel like I’m seeing them the very next day.
I have a lot of feelings right now: I’m stressed because I have a lot of things to do, but I’m soooo relaxed because I don’t do anything hahahahaha. I’m really happy about going home because I miss everything and everyone, but at the same time I don’t want to leave my friends here! I’m actually “divided” in two parts, one here and one home. Guess I’ll enjoy what is lefttt!!
Friend: What's up?
You: Not much, what about you?
Friend: Not much.
You: lol? Do you think that's funny?
Friend: No, I just--
You: Do I look like a clown to you? Really? That's what you think about me?
Friend: But-- What? What are you talking about? I was just--
You: Yeah, yeah, I know how this ends. You've been planning this moment since we first met. Yeah, yeah. Well, I'm not scared of you!!!!
Friend: Wha-- What? ARE YOU MAD??
You: Ohh, now I'm mad. Go on, go on. I'll listen to you, go on. I'm a mad clown, yeah. MAD CLOWN, LALALA (starts singing with a creepy voice) I'M LOOKING AT YOU WITH MY MAD CLOWN FACE LALALALA (rolls eyes in a creepy way).
Friend: STOP!Dude, you're freaking me out!!!!!
You: LALALALALALA (keeps singing) I'M FREAKING YOU OUT?? THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING? LALALA CLOWWNNNNNN.
Friend: Knock it off!!!! Ohhhh, go to hell! I'm out of hereeeeeee!!! (runs for his life)
You: Yeaaah, you run away!!!!! (Talks to himself) Pfff... mad clown, yeahh... freak. Who was that guy, anyway?
Hey. Okay, I’m donig this thing my spanish teacher told me about writing without thinking. Yes. I don’t know what I’m saying. The thing is you can’t stop even if you riwirthe sometihng wrong because that means something since you are not thinking before writing you just write whatever comes to your mind. I’m leaving in 38 days to France, can you believe that? I’m fucking scareddddd…. I’m going to live there for one yearr!!! one year! Soup. Hey. I love Mickey Mouse. ohh, I really want you to watch “La faute à Fidel”, great movie. French by the way. I kept repeating the same part all the time because i loved the dialogs. I loveee Harry Potter. Just 6 days. I’m going to the midnight showtime wohoooo I don’t know what JK ROWLING was thinking when she wrote HP but I’m so thankfull she did,. They complete me, the books. Can’t express how much Harry Potter means to me. The big frustrtation of my life is knowing I will never go to Hogwarts because it doesn’t exist, well, at least not in this world. Imagination. Who said your imagination isn’t a world? Well, your mind. You know, dreams and all that stuff. Inception. love that movie. lalalalalalalalalaal. I think it’s time I stop because I really need to go to the bathroom. Haaha i’m still here. Hello. I just created tumblr. How on earth do you pronounce that word? TUMBLR?? Who invented it anyway? Does it have a meaning or something? or did someone just said: ooh let’s create a blog and call it tumblr because it sounds cool. Dunno, and probably never will. Haven’t go to the WC yet. Time to stop. I can’t stop writing lalala OK. NOW. Stopppp. Bye.
I haven’t really realized I leave in exactly 2 weeks… TWO WEEKS. 15 days… I hate the idea of leaving my friends… I’ll probably never see them again, so … it feels weird haha. I’m really excited about going home, though! Seeing my friends again, my family, my school, my country :) I’ll do a little summary of my year the 16th :) or the 17th (the day I leave) I’ll travel for a month around Europe so I won’t be able to write a lot during that month! My friend’s are doing a farewell party on friday 15th :) I’m really excited haha and kinda sad. I lost 1 pound, btw :) Which means I’ve lost 9 pounds! I still have a lot of things to do, and next week is my last week at school soooo…. I’ll enjoy my last days here! :)